Persona 3 took my heart

Damn ive been busy lately doing un organized stuff's and im really pissed of because my laptops got busted! damn!! ive been really reckless, I always carry that laptop with my hands! but when i decided to loosen the strap and carry it with my shoulders when i got to school during the recruitment day, all hell breaks loose and damn when i opened and booted the thing up it justs restarts and boot up again without reaching the loading screen of the operating system. Ive asked a couple of my friends about it and they all say the same thing, its either the mobo's bios or cmos is busted or its a corrupted operating system, its a really tough encounter for me cause the laptop is very outdated, in short terms its old, and its parts are really quite rare these days so its a big burden for me, I just hope that the problem is on the operating system, But i guess it is because i tried to boot a cd on it and it did! but the bad thing is the combo drive is busted too, and its an sbw 242 combo drive, I just hope those pc shops can reformat my laptop I badly need it for my thesis!

Well enough about ruined laptops  now that its busted I have more time playing with my psp again! and guess what more as in more time! Ive watched a preview of persona 3 on the psp, a game which i found really damn boring when i saw it first on the persona 2 version, but when i saw the 3rd installment i was damn surprised! the game is so very original and creativity just over flows over it! Ive played it for a couple of hours and guess what?im again hooked on an rpg game that is well deserved playing, the timeline is epic the characters is epic the persona is awesome and the story is very original! Im addicted to it and guys before you try to play the game make sure you have a lot of time for it its worth the play :D

Design Design Design!Progress Progress Progress!

Ive been currently busy with so many activities and so many schedules and so many curriculum based problems, and im getting really disorganized, ive been living a sedentary lifestyle again and it really does not feel good at all. I want that habit before to go back the way it was and now im planning and organizing and doing all the things I can to make sharp progress specially in the near future to come. Im Currently getting fat again but im wondering why that weight scaled me at 156 lbs, last time i was on 160 lbs but it doesn't look to me as if i was loosing weight but im currently noticing that my biceps and arms are getting slimmer and im scared of getting it thin! I just want it to have a slim sexy fit look that makes a girl want to touch and caress it haha! Im also really frustrated at my deformed body now that i know that i have an endo meso body type which means that I get fat and thin easily but the fats that i get is stored mostly in my love handle area!damn that sucks!

A friend of mine which is also one of the student leaders at school talked to me about the design advertisement of wet and wild 2 and he asked me if i can do the designs of the second event for marketing purposes and avertisements to the co students. without hesitation and doubts i agreed, its all because of the respect i have for all the co leaders and my passion for helping and participating in school organizations.

heres the design:

the design looks really nice with all  the grunge and with the traditional wings popping out of the main design, and so far many of my collegemates likes it and they sure are happy that part 2 is now approved by the college dean. I can't wait to see this on AMA's bulletin boards :D

Reminscing some memories

I then again looked at old memories of images of some of my dear friends, then I again noticed this image of my older bands. We focused on post hardcore that time, so much that we could not even respect any other music genre's. Im their lead vocalist, I am obliged to sing high notes and hardcore screams at the same time! WTF! it seriously is stressfull at first because i don't know how the hell am i going to execute it properly! I even damaged my voice!.

But so far after months of practicing and googling things up I then was able to do it properly, I now have proper respect to screamers and hardcore vocalists! because ive experienced the worse when it comes to screaming and singing! I almost lost my voice because of wrong screaming execution!. Screaming also has its own specific side, its not just sreaming your ass out of the crowd , it also has different executions different vocal ranges and vocal tones and i am telling you right now not anybody can do screaming only the ones with the courage and heart to do it with a mic and in front of many people. Much respect to all screamers out there!

Our back then was playing underground music, post hardcore and mellow, We were so very young and stupid back that time but we had so much fun as we could have :D I missed those days but surely the accomplishments and memories was enough for us to move on :D

Freshmen day

Freshmen day! A day where freshies gather around and have fun!. It was a nice cloudy day on freshmen day, the people are preparing for the performances and my organization CITES is getting ready to help and give our support to the faculty and staff, at first I was wondering whether we will take part at freshmen day because we are not being provided with any information at all but luckily ive talked to mam ria about it and she said the faculty needs some people to assist them today so we've decided to go and help.

Ive went to school at 11 am and they were all waiting for me, I weared the council school organization t shirt for them to recognize who I am.So before we went over to the venue we decided to eat at the cafeteria on our campus, Damn I again ordered my favorite strawberry shake and enjoyed it while eating tapsilog as the the main dish.

So we went to the venue which was a basketball court, we went inside and then a professor blocked me and took noticed of me as a freshmen! all i can say is WTF! that new irritating face really pissed me off! I told her that we were a school organization and we were CITES but she did not even gave a damn!!the only thing she see's that we were CSO officers maybe because she was new at the campus thats why she didn't knew but so far im pissed off!.



So the freshmen event started and it was all the same theme same activities, the only different thing is the block section has their own specified color t shirt which was actually quite nice in my opinion but fairly enough the t-shirt design looks so freakin FUGLY..No offense to the t-shirt makes but please can you squeeze some more creative juices? Damn designers these days are really getting underpaid..tsk tsk..well people thats what you get with underpaid work..underpaid creativity.

We were searching for some new fresh chick faces and sadly, we only saw one which stands out amongst other girls out there, she was tall white and her face was smooth white and creamy Lols! much like a japanese chick to me though but with more of a filipina looks. But it didn't gave me goosebumps though. Well things turn out quite well even though there are only a few of us who participated but so far job well done.